Sometimes, traditions are meant to be broken.
Like rules.
Or not.
Usually, I go to Tiff's house for Christmas Eve and we celebrate there.
Then, we wake up really early to go to T&K's to open presents and spend Christmas day with them.
Then, we go on the ski trip with T&K.
None of those are happening this year.
& I guess it's "okay" because it's understandable that my cousin's engagement party is more important, but it just feels off.
Everything is just kind of out of order--in the colloquial and literal senses.
Idk, I just really need structure and balance in my life and I'm not really feeling it right now.