Saturday, September 13, 2014

I hate it when people keep you just for the sake of having you. But not needing you. I could have been doing things I needed to do, things I wanted to do. I'm not choosing anyone else over you. I'm putting myself first. Then when you don't allow me to do what I wanted to, I cope and live and I stay with you and do whatever you want me to. Of course I'm unhappy because you're being unreasonable and selfish but I move on. I put you first and you should know that I gave up what I wanted for you. But you don't realize that. I rarely feel appreciated. Instead, you make a big fuss and become unhappy with me. Why? Because you can't deal with the fact that you're the reason why. You can't accept responsibility for my unhappiness and you can't handle letting go of me for happiness. Then when everyone around you is drowning in unhappiness, you decide that everything's back to normal and everyone needs to be happy again.

Je n'ai pas la patate aujourd'hui.