My biggest struggle right now is constantly seeking approval.

I feel like all my actions have one common goal: attaining someone's approval.
& I don't know who.
Maybe it's everybody, but is that such a bad thing?
Is it "bad" if those people are my idols, my role models?

I've been so unsure of my actions and "inactions" lately, especially when I find myself not busy doing something. I start thinking and overthinking and soon enough, these mini panic attacks / mid-life (hopefully not) crises overwhelm me until the point where I am incapable of doing anything else but becoming a burrito.

Burritos unite.

Emotional state: I think I'm PMS-ing so I'm incredibly mopey right now. It's a monthly depression.