Sometimes I think so much that I start to believe myself.
& that's not necessarily a bad thing, say, if I'm thinking positive thoughts.
But at times, more than some, those thoughts are negative.
Then I feed myself positive thoughts again to drive away the negative thoughts,
but it's too late.
I'm already thinking those negative thoughts.
& I go in so many circles, feeding on positivity, thinking about negativity, spreading more positivity...
I forget who I am.
Maybe I'm a filter.
Maybe we all are.