Every now and then I have these moments where I'm just so fed up with everybody and everything. Sure, you can blame it on my period because I'm a girl and that's what happens every month but sometimes, it's just because there's too much to handle at once. See, a small thing ticks me off and then little by little, I remember every single little thing possible that's wrong with my life and because my mind actually thinks pretty fast when it wants to, in a couple of minutes, I'd have crashed and burned. If somebody were to tell me all this, I'd tell them to take a breather and relax. I'd tell myself to calm down and just stop thinking for a while. It's like I'm constantly carrying all this weight on my shoulders... But if I let go, people will get hurt.

Blah, not making much sense anymore... If I made any sense to start with.

Sometimes it just feels good to sit out in the cold. Eventually, you feel nothing. You become numb. Callous.