2012

Macbeth: "Come what come may, / Time and the hour runs through the roughest day" (171-172).
^ The future will arrive no matter what.

Saved the best for last. Class of '12, let's bring it 'til the world ends.

FLED 12/30/11

Because "nobody blogs anymore" so here goes:

• Arrived late as usual.
• Opened presents. Totally happy that I even got any, considering the fact that I specifically told them NOT to get me presents. Haha, funky butter cat socks (from Danica), fancy lace scarf (from Linda), and fuzzy monster WHERETHEWILDTHINGSARE slippers (from Fiona). LOVELOVELOVE. Seeing Linda's expression when she opened her present. <3
• Target adventure. Survived.
• YUMMY PASTA ACCOMPLISHED. Literally, best pasta we've made thus far, guys. Like, legit hardcore yummy.
• Just Dance. Linda = beast. Danica = innate dancer. Fiona = my dancing partner at the club. xD FO'SHO.
• We always end up in Fiona's twin bed altogether at some point. (; Music, pictures, talk. Memories.

Lots and lots of laughter and joy. I love my cozy chill FLED days with my FLED sisters.
Forever&always.
Let's keep the tradition going, yeah?

Crazy Stupid Love

has got to be one of the best movies I've seen in a while.


Oh, RYAN GOSLING.

Hannah: Will you take off your shirt... f***! Seriously? It's like you're Photoshopped!

Cross these off my Bucket List

• Indoor skydiving, check.
• Skiing, check.
• Snowboarding, check.

<3 WINTER ADVENTURES.

Fiona Cheung 1:22 am
    you sure its invisible.

 Emily? 1:25 am
    ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

 Fiona Cheung 1:25 am
    IM JUST KIDDING
    ILUBBLINDAAA
    SHE SPOONED
    ME
    YESTERDAY

Emily? 1:20 am
    hehehe
    I LOVE YOU LINDA
    BE PATIENT, M'DEAR

 LINDALOVE 1:20 am
    ):
    I'M
    AN IMPATIENT PERSON
    OKAY
    GIVE ME A HINT

 Emily? 1:21 am
    OH OH
    THERE'S A PROVERB

 LINDALOVE 1:21 am
    MY EXPECTATIONS

 Emily? 1:21 am
    GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT.

 LINDALOVE 1:21 am
    ARE REALLY HIGH
    BECAUSE OF THIS

 Emily? 1:21 am
    ^ A WISE MAN
    ONCE SAID THAT
    xD

 LINDALOVE 1:21 am
    THAT CAN SUCK MY INVISIBLE WEINER

 Emily? 1:21 am
    ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
    <3
    OH, I LOVE YOU

 LINDALOVE 1:21 am
    I CENSORED IT FOR YOU
    COS YOU'RE EMILY<3

I really don't know when children grow up, but I think it's when you start to realize things and those things kinda stay with you forever. It takes time to forget and there's not enough distractions to make you easily forget.

I wasn't as interested as I thought I'd be. Nothing fascinates me. Nothiing lives up to my expectations?

But I'm happy. I'm content. Satisfied.

For my family and friends.
It's been a good year.
I'm still alive and I'm smiling.

That's all I can really ask for, yeah?

Me: Mommy, is it wrong to accept guidance from a friend who's already taken the test that I'm going to take tomorrow?

Mommy: Life isn't fair. Don't think about fairness. Don't think about others. You only have one chance. Go for it. If you don't do all that you can, you're going to...

Me: Get hurt.

Mommy: Yep. So, just do it.

Me: ... So you want me to take advantage of my resources...

Mommy: Yes.

Me: We've had this exact conversation before. I remember reaching the same conclusion.

*Mommy gets up to leave the room*

Mommy: TAKE IT. *dramatic effect*

*Mommy leaves.*

Me: ROFLROFLROFL.

Dad: *shouting from across the hallway* YOU KNOW, THAT'S NOT VERY GOOD ADVICE TO GIVE TO OUR DAUGHTER.

Mommy: Eh, I know my daughter. She probably won't follow my advice anyway.

xD

My life.

My choices.
My mistakes.
My lessons.

Not your business.

On the ride from home to school this morning:

Radio: Vietnamese people are more likely to get cancer.

Pa: What... does being Vietnamese have to do with cancer?!

^Ahahaha, apparently, cancer's racist now.

I stumbled across this,

and it's just so relevant,

I concluded that it's a sign from Fate.

They tell me but it's better to be selfish before being kind, to think of yourself before thinking of others. And I nod my head in agreement, but I can't make myself apply these standards?

UGH, I HATE THINKING.
WHY YOU MAKE ME THINK PHILOSOPHICALLY?!

Butthead was right. This is really good.

You're sorry,
But you shouldn't be.
It's my fault;
it's always my fault.
I should be the one who's sorry,
and I am.
I'm sorry for causing you so much grief,
and I'm really thankful for having you in my life.