Took Meeko to the medical center.

Worked out with my parents.

Went grocery shopping.

Had lunch with my aunt and her family.

Washed three cars inside-out.

Picked up my lil pooper.

And the day isn't even over yet...

Oh, the things you do when you get up at 6 in the morn. (:

I sometimes wonder if you know I love you as much as I do.

"All night long, baby slow down the song..." (;

Guilty pleasure as my homework jam. <3

"Look at you, worrying so much about things you can't change. You'll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way... Don't you see the starlight? Don't you dream impossible things?"

<3 Thanks for the uplifting, Lindalove.

I don't study enough.
I study too much.
I don't know how to study.

I'm trying really hard to not think about the fact that I'm not good enough for you.

It's really hard to stay strong when you keep thinking of me as weak.
Just like how it's really hard to keep standing up when you know you're going to be pushed down even harder.

Is it all in my mind--all this negativity?

I can't remember the last time I've ever done anything for myself.
Maybe it's the memory issue... maybe it's actually been a really long time.

Stupid girl hormones.

"Sad Serenade" - Selena Gomez

Happier times,
flash through my mind
We both say its over, 
and I believe it this time 
All the pain that I hide,
let it play through the night

I wont regret what I wont forget
Memories and your number,
are all I have left

I wish you the best, I really do,
even though I know that I'm still not over you
I know that we both are to blame
I can't believe, you didn't fight harder for me

The more you love, the more it hurts,
when it ends, when it's over
All that's left are the memories,
playing over, and over

In your head, and in your heart
Turn it up, make it stop
Tonight, all over the world,
the most beautiful song ever heard

Is a sad, sad serenade
Sad serenade, we almost got it right
A sad, sad serenade
Sad serenade, for every broken heart tonight

All the love that we made
Turn it up, let it play

I'm sorry you're helpless. I'm sorry I am. I'm sorry we all are.
"When there's a will, there's a way" but it'll be too late by the time we find a way.
I'm sorry we're at their mercy.
I can't do much--in fact, I can't do anything in this circumstance,
but I hope you know that I'm here for you. <3

Please keep on fighting.
You're the one promise I remember and the one I plan on fulfilling.
Please wait for me.