Last Attempt to Salvage my Grade

didn't go so well.

I already mentally prepared myself for it. No bubble left to burst. No more emotions to flow. Just cold blank and ... callous.
And for good reason too because there was no possible option to raise it.
Oh well?

Although he tried to comfort me, in a way, by offering. "Oh, well, the grades might even be .3% off... maybe. I'll check," that wasn't enough. I lingered on those other words instead: "Oh, don't worry. Nobody's ever killed themselves over a B+ before."
^ Hah, wouldn't that make a really interesting headline though? ;)

Just kidding, guys. If you're wondering, don't worry. I'm fine. (Haha, that's what they always say.) No, seriously? I came home to a Taco Bell Crunchwrap and automatically forgot about the whole matter for... 5 minutes. But hey, as long as I keep stuffing myself with food, I won't be able to moan/drone/whine/mope about it, right? I shouldn't anyway.

Conclusion: If I ever become obese... go find Landshof.

On other matters, when I was down, a lot of people were there for me and I'm just really lucky to have those certain people in my life.

Which reminds me: today, in the car, Fiona articulated(?) some "words of wisdom" ... kind of:

Are you crazy because you think you're crazy or are you crazy because you think you're crazy?

She should totally grow up to be a philosopher/psychologist one day. (Sarcasm intended. x_O")
BTW, SHE IS THE BEST MINI COMFORTER EVER. ♥

So thanks guys. For noticing/trying anywho.



I just realized... I have to go to school tomorrow. To class. To English. Oh dear, MOAN/DRONE/WHINE/MOPE all over again. Hah, let's make that my goal tomorrow. To totally screw the matter over and move on.

P.S. I should cry. I should curse. I should throw a bigger tantrum. But somehow I can't. I'm just kinda mentally talking myself through this.

Another conclusion: If I ever become mental (Ron Weasley's accent! :D), go find Landshof.

Oh, I forgot! IF you were wondering why I even mope about this, it's because grades make up who I am. As cocky and egotistic as I may sound, that's just my thing. My one goal in school. My only goal. Without my perfect slate, I just kind of lose track of who I am, I guess. It's just kind of new to me. That's all.

Oh well. No more killing myself over it. C'est la vie.

Regarding my grades, my mom just said to me,

You should know that most other parents out there would whoop your butt seeing those scores, like your aunt. But us... you're lucky to have us, you know? I love you and you know we only want the best for you. We cram into your life because you're our only daughter and we love you. Yeah? SO TRY HARDER!

Yeah, that last bit caught me off guard. xD I love y'all too, Mi&Pa.

Haha, I WAS a 4.0 virgin.

Lovely.

Butthead's right. The ones freaking out about grades and "the future" and allathat aren't my parents. It's me.

So, nice knowing you. I enjoyed you while you lasted.
Sigh, I guess this is goodbye.

Maybe one day I'll even come to thank Lambchop for ruining my perfect slate of curricular grades.
Maybe. But sadly, that day ain't today.

Back from Break

Back to the same old routine? Haha, yep.

Back to stalking schoolloop.
Back to moping about grades.
Back to the "best" four years of my life.

Lovely. Just lovely.

Wallpaper: yes/no?

Lethologica = story of my life.

So, now that finals are over.
What to do, guys? (;

Had a good one, Butthead?

Sure hope ya did!
Even though we FAIL. epic fail. But I blame Jessica. Or her mother. So, s'all good.

Uh, I'm not sure if I mentioned this to you in your... birthday message yet, but here goes:
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK BUTT! Got it?! So whenever you feel alone, uh, hello? KNOCKKNOCK. I'm here for you.
& there was something else. Geezus, I remembered it on the toilet. But I forgot. OH WELL, until I remember, MERRY SWEET 16, BUTTHEAD. Finally initiated like the rest of us. xD

P.S. Now I really want a Tron: Legacy suit. But it costs $$$ (that's three-digits right there) just for the light tape. ): SADNESS. It's okay, I'll figure out some other way to duplicate it!

SUMMONING BUTTHEAD PROWRESS! <3

TTW forever and always?